today was the last episode of laguna beach season 2.
i cried. a lot!
not because of the episode so much, but because everything just started to rush through my head.. memories..

i officially hit r e a l i t y.

this is for you two. i've known you guys before anything. i guess i just want to say thank you. thanks for the memories. thank you for being a part of my life & effecting it as much as you have. i haven't forgotten. in fact, i think about you two all the time. i wanna let you guys know that i'm still here and i'm not going anywhere. i never wanted things to end up this way.. it just happend. ever since i left everything just started to slip away.. so fast that it was impossible to fix. i cry sometimes thinking of what we lost.   i thought forever was gonna last a lifetime for us. i don't even know you two anymore. i feel like i'm the only one that was strong enough to care. so many memories that will forever be in my heart. i haven't forgotten.. i never will.

thank you for having a piece of my heart..
i love & miss you two so much . .

blahhh

UNBREAKABLE | august 12, 2004.



" long distance relationships don't work out, trust me."

yeah, we'll see about that.